more than you thought I'd ever be

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 08:27:51 GMT

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.

On a lighter note, school has been good.
my friends in school have been even better.
from little things to show me that they care.
like emotional support from mom, the company and encouragement from azrin, tock texting me on wed and teaching me guitar chords in hall, comforting conversations with penny, support from jasmine and yikying, conversations and the room-visits and meals (plus treats & consultations, haha) from agnes, the supper and all the laughter from the OG juniors on thursday night, the short but concerned chat with james, msn conversations with old time friends from all over, and finally the person who has always been there for me though she annoys me at times with her 'punctuality' but has always (esp in times like these) been there to support me, push me, remind me to set my priorities right, meet me at e usual place in hougang mall or my house since we were 15 yrs old, isabel yeo. i appreciate these many little things done for me.

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:15:28 GMT

I believe you are the answer to every tear I’ve cried
I believe that you are with me,
My rising and my light.

Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can’t see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 05:24:04 GMT

supper with twin last night.
headed down to the red light district for some really good dimsum. wah nice.
we ordered more food than as seen in the pictures taken, except that we ate it all up before we could take a proper pic of it. hungry ghosts la. haha
aft that, we walked around in search of prostitutes.
there were so many last night, the most i've ever seen since a few yrs ago.
they used to hide even aft 1am.
sooo many, from all over Asia haha
aft that, we went down to clarke quay, for what? go see the Gmax bungee. haha
it was fun, as usual, catching up with twin.

apart from that, school's starting soon.
but at least camp's next week. I hope it'll be fun, like twin's. only funner. HAHA.
anyway, steamboat tmr! wah sounds fun ahhh. cant wait.
more imptly, can see baby claris!
but most importantly importantest, can spend time with baby.

niece making ugly faces

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 15:06:36 GMT

i feel like kayaking.

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 15:40:40 GMT

WAH.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

the answer is you

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:42:37 GMT

I just talked to twin on the phone. wah feels good to talk to her. one of my bestest friends who know me inside out.
told her my insecurities and she made me feel better.
meeting them tonight! to surprise toad :)
my 4 favourite girls of all time, since 2003.

Sec 3G 2003

haha !

Sec 4G 2004

July 2008

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
You're style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
I love you.

Most of all, it's built to last

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 12:25:59 GMT

As always, I've been indulging way too much in food. and my exercise plan has got to kick in now or never.
so let's hope I will be motivated to work and at the same time, study for driving,
for which I have been procrastinating so much I postponed my test date to a month later, yet again. haha

School's starting soon and I need to do something exciting man...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
like go bungee jump or something. whoo~

Breakfast and lunch tomorrow with baby!
Yay, I can't wait.

Alright, in the meantime I'll go do something productive, or die trying.

You see colors no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel my soul unfolding like a flower blooming

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 13:27:52 GMT

risen glory. forever where you are.